Well, I survived the family goodbye today, although not without a few tears shed. I was doing fine until we were giving hugs goodbye and Kyla would not let go. I was trying so hard to be strong, but her hug just broke my heart. I really thought Taiven would be the one having the hardest time, but I'm not sure he has even noticed that I'm not there whereas it has been much harder for Kyla than I anticipated. I can only hope that this gets easier, and not harder, as time goes on.
The good news is that the babies' heartrates are still looking good, and my blood sugar levels have been coming down some (even with my chantilly cake splurge!), although they have not let up on the insulin shots as of yet.
I continue to feel very blessed by everyone's concern and support. I'm not sure how I am so blessed to have so many amazing people in my life, but I'm extremely grateful.
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Hi Allison!
ReplyDeleteSorry I missed the get together last week. I am coming to Grand Rapids on the weekend of Aug 14th-maybe I could see you or bring something from Petoskey-I'll keep in touch! Praying for you,the babies, and your family. Love, Joelle